work? >> yeah. the hardest part for me was the fact that i really thought i could help matthew through his addiction. we never struggled with addiction in our family at all, and when matthew came to us and said i need help, i did the first thing i knew to do which was to turn to the internet. i had no other resources. and like any other disease, you would take them to specialists, do your due diligence, there aren't those resources for people struggling. we did the best we could with what we had, and we really thought we could love him through it. we were a supportive family, but the reality is addiction was stronger than we were. ed: i mentioned the personal side, but let's go through statistics so people understand how important this is to discuss. over 67,000 reported overdose deaths in 2018 alone. 68% of all overdose deaths involve opioids in 2017. the death rate of drugs involving opioids, 14.9. let's talk about the administration in terms of progress or not, overdose deaths