panic. just from what i understood they were following the attack that attempt to break down the doors on closed circuit t.v. is that right that's right i think the counter took them to a back room to the congregation and then he himself in the security person they actually followed the attack so there was could hear things outside the congregants were away from these screens these video screens what was striking was the people and i met on the night of the attack there was sort of an impromptu memorial up by the church the market square and there were people that were so upset i was trying to run as one does on deadline trying to get some quotes and some of these people i thought i would have to sort of get them medical help i mean there were there were there's one young man who's 20 years old and he had been praying he was crying i mean it was like people in that city were just so shaken by it much more so than the people apparently inside the synagogue. shani no doubt you were shaken were you