All i need is photoshop i become helen nineteen years old one meter seventy tall current weight fifty eight kilos desired weight fifty kilos the admin sent me the rules for the group. There are pretty strict. Every evening you have to list how much youve eaten and what you ate how you cant take in more than a thousand calories a day and there are weekly challenges wonder what thats all about. And you have to post a new picture of your body every week. Why are they all so into this why are they obsessed about their weight i want answers during my research i come across a girl called leni shes posted several you tube videos about her anorexia and shes quite open about it. Today im going to talk about addiction to pro and i pages poor. Im going to switzerland to me. Her laney is twenty two. It helps i dont idolize all that pro anna stuff like some girls did but id visit the pages now and again for motivation or inspiration especially the photos. And photos and thought then on one page i met a girl and we decided to lose weight together. Last name they called us a twin someone with similar measurements that you lose weight with. Us but what was it like having a twin are you still in touch. Let them out the last time we broke was about two years ago. And then one day i saw a post on her facebook page. Rest in peace. She just fell asleep and didnt wake up the next morning after all. Of. These gave her a feeling that ok my twin istead now thats probably. Yes i think its really sad. Because id shared part of my life with her. But to me death was kind of a relief for her. Because i knew that she didnt have to suffer any more. But as did it ever get that bad for you that you felt like you wanted to die. With. Well i didnt want to die or yes madame asking what but the way i felt back then i didnt want to keep on living it or. If someone had told me back then if you dont eat now youll be dead tomorrow i still couldnt have eaten. At her worst point laney weighed less than forty five kilos she was in clinics three times on her own initiative because she
pretty laid back and yet somehow anorexia is always present it never really goes away. And a wreck is just a symptom of a bigger problem the causes lie elsewhere to find out more im driving to a residential Treatment Facility in. Patients with Eating Disorders have shared living arrangements theyre. Normally we wouldnt be allowed to film here but ive known the head of the facility. For a long time shes usually very cautious of the public. Oh the welcome to army dawn to. How long people stay here differs. Because theres no standard length of stay what we try to do here is teach people to learn to live again that can take time. Person to get in early and kids and outside
when were in reality thats where normal life takes place because if we cant learn to integrate into that in here then i dont know where else we can. Present. Rosie is fifty and has been living with her Eating Disorder for more than thirty years three decades. Call this woman junia she doesnt want to be identified both patients suffer from deeply rooted psychological problems. Even the both have been fighting an Eating Disorder for so many years theyre still ill how could they have gotten in so deep as its been up to the my first part was ok blame Girls Inferiority Complexes and even anorexia on Germanys Next Top Model and all those instagram photos done by since america walked out of the germans when Germanys Next Top Model came back on t. V. Lots of Radio Stations would call us to ask what our patients thought about it now and they all answered are you crazy do you really think this caused my own ass you
know. As if this is the i mean really how superficial reasons of the from a scientific point of view societys obsession with losing weight and staying slim is of course a part of it without Eating Disorders probably will be an issue that many of these girls have problems dealing with life in general its not easy because you know it isnt. Even girls we look after completely lost control somewhere along the way and theyve developed these damn results and to try to take back that control good. Thing. And what about those social media groups like whats up our facebook. Have they changed anything how does a nerd. The man was youd have to gather Scientific Data i cant even gauge that but i have realized that these women have constructed an illusory reality thats linked to the Eating Disorder must be accomplished they
have Body Scheme Disorders and they dont trust their own perception of their bodies ive met girls who say things like youre lying or the photos of people who died of anorexia are fakes from the storm ive seen things like that on proana sites the song its like a cult when somebody if they dont get involved in this stuff find Something Else its more like an expression of their personality disorder. Its easy to construct alternative realities on social media just like my Whatsapp Group of america this is i dont even noticed it with myself theyre always writing me and that makes me think about it more their mental stand if the stuff there was only exactly that way you wont have to worry about other things. Other life demands can take a step back and you can take back control in a limited second is the main problem is that they dont know who they are anymore. So the Eating Disorder becomes like
a partner for life and if they let it go its like getting divorced from the side of who they feel theyve lost control theyre overwhelmed and look for something they can control their body their weight that distracts them from bigger issues in their lives horsey and youll be i have been living together for nine months yulia was pretty sick when she arrived last summer. I just felt like i wanted to die i simply couldnt bear anymore at this burden of living i wanted to make it as small as possible the less there is of me the less burden areas those are the kind of carts i had. As i spent a lot of time on facebook i had so many friends there and they post Food Pictures and so did i was smaller and smaller portions where they didnt. No but by liking them they reinforced my behavior. That was hard to digest im completely exhausted after the visit. Do you want to talk he was so open with me and i felt a little overwhelmed by it you know father i was astonished by what they had to say. But it looks like theyre both on the road to recovery. But im not done yet theres still that Whatsapp Group its time to leave. The house im out now i told them im a reporter it feels a little strange but first i dont know if i did the right thing and. Maybe i should have offered them more help. But this feels right. If that can even be said about a group like this. Funny either way for you im glad to have gotten out of there. During this means i like. Taking the plunge on the move. I know i feel tired and its long been fast. Thinking the brief visit to estonia is not just national. Youre. On w. My name is along that up hour. Im a mexican conductor. Come with me and great musicians and friends from all over the world. Beat. The food and music session in time. And an intimate meeting. In forty five minutes
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