or as you put it in your memoir, "sharon stone as the biggest balls in hollywood." honestly, did you deserve it? did you become difficult? >> no. what i did was protect myself. i used my same hair, makeup, and my same team all the time. and i expected them to stay in the same hotel that i stayed in. and travel with me. and not be put in some, you know, really crappy hotel down the street. because i felt like i needed the people that i worked with to stay with me. and for me not to be isolated away by myself, because i didn't feel that was going to be safe for me. i also didn't have sex with people to have jobs or to get a job or to keep a job or to make things go smoothly on set.