and the clothes don't fit, the haircuts are funny and the food sucks. and the company's usually not much better. >> when i turned 18 or around the time i went off to college, i became curious of what actually happened. i had always been told that my father had killed my mother and he went to prison. but i still was curious as to what happened. mostly why, why it happened. we also had newspapers describing the murder. articles from newspapers in austins, papers in houston. and if i could read the newspapers, then i could just move on from that part of my life, and i would no longer have to think about my father as the man who murdered my mother. so he didn't have to be a part of my life anymore.