father. it didn't feel like it was the dad that i knew growing up. everything was different. >> they have a swing out in the garden in the back of what i call the raley estate, and eric and i went out there. john took us out there and then john left. the lights were off and it was dark. it was at night. and we were rocking in this big swing gently, and the years just melted away there in the dark. >> you made it fall apart. that's good. mommy wasted her time putting everything on there. >> look up, mommy. you're on camera. >> been on camera since we got that. >> getting to talk to my father about my mother was something that i had waited for for a long, long time.