and i also froze, and we just kind of sat there in this unplanned, "oh, no, now everything is different forever" moment. yeah. when i wanted to make a christmas movie, i knew that i wanted to find a way to have tolerance or acceptance. >> all i want for you is to find the same joy and happiness that you have given me, no matter where it comes from. >> i think it resolves in a way that is a bit of a fantasy, as was a queer person who came out and lost most of her family. >> where am i? here. >> right there. >> that was very meaningful to have that fantasy of my christmastime and my family loves me. >> abby, what are you doing way over there? get in here. >> come on. >> you know, that's a story that i think we need more of. >> christmas is when it all kind of comes out because you're dealing with everyone's expectations. >> you don't have to be nervous. >> i'm not. >> the family stone. you have the guy bringing home