told was there was some humiliation. and jokes. and you know a little religious bent to it. he was on shaky ground to begin with, and it was just kind of the last thing that he needed was that sort of rejection and humiliation. he had an accidental ot the next day after that experience it was an accident that left austin brain dead. and nikki had to make one of the most painful decisions a mother can make. to let him go. your son is one of so many gay kids who have either committed suicide or died as a result of. pressure from communities being gay. do you blame the church? oh yes. absolutely i blame any religion that things they can dictate not only our marital