on sundays. but as i got older, it was sort of something that didn't really comply with. who i was as a person and was there something in your life that kind of propelled you to turn your back on the church? i came out. and i was basically shunned after everybody in my church found out. do you feel like you were really hurt by the church? i wouldn't say that i was hurt by the church. i would just say that it's very difficult to want to be a part of something that is so against what you believe in. you both grew up. in the church. do you believe that there is a god? no, we let religion worth our minds into believing that there could be a god or the devil. i don't discount the possibility of there being a god, but i don't think that i should base my life decisions off of something that's not visible to me. i want to help people here instead of worrying about what's going to happen after this. and so how do your missionary parents feel