>> celeste only has vague wrecks of what happened later that night, after an onduty officer entered her barracks to check on her. >> he looked like my sexual assaulter. he walked up to me. i freaked out and i guess i grabbed his neck. i started yelling, i am being sexually assaulted. they told me to calm down but i didn't calm down. >> the next morning celeste woke up in the psychiatric hospital. she says no one talked about what happened the night before. a month later, she attempted suicide again. this time, the marine corps locked her up in a military jail own as the brig. celeste was charged with violating military code on the night she o.d.'d and assaulted three officers. did you even know why you were being sent to the brig? >> i didn't really know why because in my mind i had a ptsd