>> it wasn't that many more months between then and when she got pregnant with pepper, it was really fast. 5 or 6 months max. >> how was she during that pregnancy? >> terrified. >> i mean, as someone who has had multiple miscarriages and every time i've been pregnant it's been just nail biting because you just think something could happen at any time. >> yeah. that's how it seemed to me so much so she went off her antidepressant she had been on a long time. >> it's like i almost waited for the other shoe to drop immediatehy, just waiting for it to go wrong. right from the get-go. don't get sucked in, don't get attached, don't get overconfident.