i don't like that one side one bit. i love the other side. but after all he's done, i don't know if he can ever be that again. >> for years, becky has mourn the loss of father she once knew, the one that sang, danced and made her and her brothers and sisters laugh. >> this is us just eating breakfast together. >> today she keeps those memories close and wants to show me a side of warren that's never been seen. >> this looks like you guys are singing. >> yeah, we're playing a game called here we go around the mulberry bush. >> which one are you? >> the red head, messy head. >> shows the good times we had with him. saved all these birthday cards he gave me. he gave his children a card every birthday. and made us feel special. >> so this is all throughout your life? >> yes, all throughout my life. these are all before he was prophet. i still get a warm feeling when i look at them. my father loved me. >> no matter what, do as the prophet teaches. you look a lot like your father in this picture.