>> that was probably the worst part of it is being in the life boat. it is like you are almost waiting to die. there are people screaming, put it in the water, let's go and it is filling up with smoke and can you can feel the heat from the fire. >> life boats heading to the deck of the bankston where a head coat begins. >> i sat on the back of that supply boat just looking at it burn and listening to the explosions all night. >> the surviving crew members looked around and realized they were not all there. coming up -- >> it was going its way and gordon was unaccounted for. he says she's an undisciplined overwaterer. she claims he's a cruel underwaterer.