it's up to me to make it up that way. >> the question now, what sort of life did the ex-patriot make for himself? >> he wanted to be the best. >> but he's accused of the worst. >> not guilty. >> aaron hernandez, on trial for murder. >> this portion of the trigger guard here -- >> what's this jury hearing? >> in my opinion, the firearm shown in the video still is a glock pistol. >> what are they seeing? and how will they decide? >> aaron hernandez is an innocent man. >> do you think there's a chance that aaron hernandez may be found not guilty? >> downward spiral, inside the case against aaron hernandez. it's a springtime saturday in new england patriot country. a perfect day for football. >> you wake up, and you go to