Raw, just so. Exposed. To have your dad die in a public way, and you have press focused in on you. I knew i didnt want to be there. Just like a feeling of, like, how are we supposed to act . The grief is heavy. Our Nation Shares in your sorrow. And in your pride. This isnt my own personal loss. You kind of realise that this this is a public story, a national grieving. Everybody felt like they lost something of theirs. In your grief, you are responding as your friends would have wished, with focus, professionalism, and unbroken faith