>> reporter: the last closet is an organization to encourage the end of homophobia in male pro sports. >> have to look back to jackie robinson's days when he came into baseball. he had problem but it was the management that took care of him and made it okay. >> reporter: for many players it's a nonissue. >> we'll treat him just like we treat everybody else, every other teammate with love and fairness and kindness and compassion because we know it's going to be a tough burden on that person. >> reporter: for harris, the burden almost became too much to bear. >> you want to escape the despair, the turmoil, and maybe your mind goes to dark places sometimes. but i would just say that i -- i'm happy today. i'm glad that, you know, i didn't actually. but those are just ideas and i didn't act on any of those things and, you know, it does -- it does get better.