see that when i was referred to as the girl. put the light on the girl, move the girl to the left. it's only when i look back on it now that i see that perhaps i was thought of as a commodity. >> i never heard a woman's brain praised in that period. that was not considered a feminine virtue. it took a while for women to be appreciated as thinking beings . >> to darryl zanuck, marilyn is nothing special. >> darryl zanuck -- basically, he didn't like marilyn. he called her straw head. he never got her message. and if a studio head doesn't like you, you got problems,