then to jordy, wall street two is, i come out of jail, i write a book, i've now become a public speaker, i reinvent myself over in europe and i find a way to start making my way back to the united states. he lives that persona. >> is he not entitled to rehabilitate himself? lessons learned? >> i loved him like a brother, i would love nothing more. why he chose to throw me under the bus is a lot of reasons, because he needed to be in control of everyone. >> you filed a lawsuit? >> yes. >> how much? >> we're asking for $25 million. >> is it about money or principle for you? >> it's about principle, my reputation, my family. it's about losing the woman that i loved. >> why did you lose the woman you love? >> while he's collecting myself, let me just be very clear.