disturbed me, and i think it sunshine disturbed a lot of people when you see it. >> were you just too high -- >> it wasn't that i was so high, it doesn't start that way. it started we shaved a guy's head for $10,000. within a year, a head shaving is $50. the price went down. >> $50? >> that's what happens, with insanity. what seems amazing at first, becomes commonplace after a while. you don't lose your soul all at once. when i lost my ethical way, it did not start off -- i'm sure we'll get to that later, it's like these tiny steps over the lining before you do it. each time he moves around, you are doing something you never thought you would do. it seems okay. yeah, let's shave a guy's head, he needed the money, it all made sense. and then a year later, flash forward, and it's completely off the rails.