when you walk around now, oh, you look good. did you suddenly find that wasn't happening? >> i think some people looked at me differently. i could see the stares at the grocery store loading up my cart with soda and cereal. >> drew you've lost it. >> no one was really mean. i felt like from my perspective people were staring at me more. my self-esteem, my confidence levels took a bigger hit the bigger i got. that was the hard part to deal with my self-esteem being in public, getting out of the shower covering up in front of my wife. that's how it affected me. >> that's the story. "fit to fat to fit" is available now. you can see "fat sick and nearly dead" on netflix, hulu and itunes. good to talk to you. >> thank you, piers. when we talk about america's obesity epidemic is is it a choice or food conspiracy? we'll talk about who's to blame next. >> i think i just got fatter and fatter. >> what was the point when you