stop thinking of killing myself that i realized that she would was in a life and death struggle. >> it's a terrifying thing to hear from a sibling. >> it is. >> it must have shocked you to the core. >> it did shock me to the core and made me ashamed i wasn't more in tune with what my own sibling had been going through. >> jesse, as glenn's sister, suddenly you're going through this hell. you've been going through it for quite some time and not knowing what it was. you were eventually diagnosed with bipolar condition. for those who have no idea what a bipolar condition is, what is the simple, layman's way of describing it? >> you have very, very low lows, depression, it used to be called manic depression, which is more scholarshipive. but you have very, very low lows. and then you have very, very high highs. and when i was depressed, i would even resort to going and lying in my closet so nobody