us, civilians, we -- they need to work freely. and all these mothers and children and other civilians who are not fighting or who are not volunteering at the moment in the city, we are just a big burden for them. but at the same time, i feel that leaving my city is such a big trauma for me personally. and maybe it's somehow rooted in the past of my life of the life of my country, because, you know, we have plenty of those traumas. for example, talking about my family, my grand grandparents, they were exiled to s sochlt lif kyiv and stallone's prisoner camp. my grandmother by a miracle escaped from one of the stations but lived a long life.