explain. what's your message to these partisans? >> hillary clinton has a lot of explaining to do. we, however, did not need to shift resources and de-emphasize, and in some cases drop the investigation on different agencies and organizations and different individua individuals. >> do you think that the results of the committee based o on what you saw will be fair, comprehensive, thorough, professional, honest? >> no, it's not possible. the victims families are not going to get the truth. and that's the most unfortunate thing about this. the nine months of research i had done is now lost. i have no idea where it is. . i know that i could give those victims families an explanation. of why they were told that this attack was due to a video. >> why are you coming forward? >> i'm going to be honest with you, jake. i'm scared, i'm nervous, i know that this is -- i'm going up against powerful people in washington. but at the end of the day, i need to live with myself.