terrible pain. wasn't the case, okay. the day i woke up after the procedure, no pain. zero pain. no pain right now. i feel really good. so you know, my feeling was once i assessed the situation and learned what happened, given that my whole life struggle -- i don't mean to be overly dramatic here, but i've spent my entire life trying to fight for justice, not only against homophobia, but for workers' rights, to create an environment that is not destroying our water and our air, climate change, all of those issues. and we have had significant success in kind of transforming the dialogue in america. many of the issues i talked about four years ago are now, you know, considered radical then and are kind of mainstream today. many of my democratic opponents are saying today what i said four years ago. so we've struggled really hard to get to where we are right now, bring millions of people