the witness stand for you? >> i can't really remember exactly because you're so focused on answering the questions to the best of your ability that actually you don't have the normal awareness of yourself. maybe that's a good thing, to have not any of your private life, but distortions of your private life put on displace is mortifying, but you know, there are people going through an awful lot worse. and to dwell on it, dwell on any of it would be self-pity. i don't like to do that. >> lawson goes on to say she's disappointed with the verdict and ate a lot of chocolate during the ordeal. >> so far, marijuana milestone is without chaos in colorado. day two here, people are calmly lining up. buying their marijuana. leaving with a smile. security fears, though, linked to the u.s. debut of legal recreational marijuana sales so far unfounded. it's commerce meets cannabis. let me bring in casey wian who