say? because it's personal. that's why it works. it's not like an interview. about grieving. which we all can relate to. even if it's an animal. >> especialy -- i think on, one of the reasons i started doing new year's eve is because i always -- it was kind of charged for me, i always felt sort of sad and not -- didn't know what to do. and i started working on new year's eve to like avoid it. >> yeah. yeah. >> now it's turneded into something fun. >> right. i am curious what you're going to do with everything. i think about it a lot. >> do with everything? >> well, he's talking about -- >> what i like about the program is i know -- i say this every year, but there's a lot of folks watching tonight who, you know, are not having a great time or not celebrating, or they've lost somebody or they've lost a job or they're worried about what the new year is going to bring, and you know, i think it's nice that we're all together and we're all in this, and that idea that we're not alone, if you are grieving, you're not alone in