we were being tweeted out to mark meadows in realtime. it was disappointing and a little hard to hear because it brought back some of the memories of that day. in what did it bring back? >> you know, just when they were talking about how bad it was, the arms standoff at the house door. just the memories of how bad it was that day. and going through our mind like when is this going to end and how is it going to end. will we ever get some help up here. >> listening to some police officers who have been through what you have been through, the insult to injury is reading those texts, which were very real. that was what people were thinking at the time. and then hearing some of those same people, for instance, fox primetime hosts, who were talking to mark meadows, urging him to take action and then