it's really important that you be able to rebuild your life in a way that benefits so many other people, but it does affect you. it affects your relationships. it affects your future. it's something that is so difficult to live with, and it's something that affects you for the rest of your life. >> i want to read something from rebecca stair a location manager and she knew everybody on that set. we heard from her a couple minutes ago. here's what else she said. she said my heart has been shaking for days. my phone has been going off with all kinds of friends who are going through something similar. my friends who -- my friends, who were the transport coordinator, she had a friend who was a transport coordinator there, had to stay until 11:00 at night arranging shuttle rides home because nobody could functionally drive. for people who witnessed this, who are now part of this collective, you know, group connected by this trauma, how