going to publicly shame him on a cross, judas apparently had second thoughts. >> after jesus was condemned, there had to have been a part of him that did feel remorse. >> judas clearly feels guilty after he's done this thing. we see a lot of his conscience. >> i have sinned by betraying innocent blood. >> he takes the money, and he throws it back. it's just blood money, and he doesn't want to get his hands dirty with it. >> there's something terrifying about judas that you could be doing so well and then make a mistake from which you can never come back. >> while all four gospels of the