as a radical. he grew up innessex england, the son of hard working pakistani parents, but he didn't quite feel at home in britain and had no other place to call home. no community to call his own. he read for us what he wrote in his diary after seeing the towers fall. >> don't you think we've been crying too, like you are now, for years? do you think we felt no pain as you raped and plunderred our lands and bombed our cities? >> what lands and what cities you ask? your arrogance is only compounded by your ignorance. you chose your side and we have chosen ours. >> nawaz had become convinced that the world of islam was under constant and brutal attack from the west. muslims had to fight back. his chosen army was a rad group,