but it's to help create awareness. and just bring a lot more light to this disease. >> and jenny, you know, as a nurse you have great skill and great empathy and you have seen people in their worst moments lose so much. and i guess that gives you perspective that many of us don't have. but i know you've been living with this since you were young. your mother also suffers from it. she uses a wheelchair. can i just ask you what it's like to know where this is going and to see your mother dealing with it. >> yeah. you know, i've thought about this a lot and i've talked about this a lot from the gentleman that i bought the boat from that i'm about to sail around the world. he just completed a world record