perspective that many of us don't have but i know you have been living with this since you were young. your mother also suffers from its. she uses a wheelchair. can i ask you what it is like to know where this is going and to see your mother dealing with it. >> yeah. you know, i thought about this a lot and i have talked about this a lot from the gentleman that i bought the boat from that i am about to sail around the world. he just completed a world record sale around the world as the first double amputee to do so. he was hit by a drunk driver and lost an arm and a leg in his life changed in one day. dustin reynolds and i have talked about this a lot that i have known that i have this internal -- of when i am not going to be physically independent anymore even within the last year, even when people