i mean, i'm not really scared, but i want to be cautious, if that makes any sense. >> it's understandable. >> yeah. >> but you want people to know. why did you want to speak? >> i want people to know that we put everything into everything to get this verdict. we didn't just go in there and say, we're going to come in here and do guilty or not guilty. we thought about it for hours and cried over it afterwards. i don't think any of us could ever do anything like that ever again. >> in facthe says she never wants to serve on a jury again. our legal panel has listening to everything b-37 has to say. jeff, let me start with you. >> it was breathtaking, it's so interesting. we've been speaking for weeks what did the jury think?