protect them because god forbid they don't make it out, somebody sees the video, they got trouble. why show the video? to keep you interested. to show you the reality. to show you the desperation. sara is exhausted but recorded a new video for us to tell us just how hard this has been and may still be. listen. >> i don't know where to start. there is so much pain. and it's heartbreaking. so i tried everything in my power to leave this country, going gate to gate, walking gate to gate, show them my passport, screaming to the people who were controlling the gate. i cannot leave this country since august 16. i tried everything to leave. i don't know what went wrong. and why i couldn't leave. but i just want to record this for my family and my friends so they know what's going on. i have young kids and i have