i don't want to do that anymore. it sucks waking up dope sick every day. and i don't want to die. so i thought you said you would help me if i asked. so i'm asking. will you help me? >> of course i'm going to help you. >> thank you. >> my god. of course i'm going to help you, honey. i was initially shocked, but i was also relieved that she felt that she could come to me. i don't think melissa has ever come to me for help. i'm really glad to hear that, melissa. it sounds like everything -- you've thought everything out. >> every time i always went to a program or was supposed to because the courts wanted me to do it. i never wanted to do it myself. it's like the first time ever i wasn't handcuffed on my way to a program. >> one of the best things that row can do for mom and the best gift that you can do is just doing what you're doing right now. >> i just hope that she knows