so i'm like, you creepy bastard. >> you're looking forward to your ribs. >> looking forward to the food i brought from the restaurant. he's like, you better shut up, yelling at me, you're making my stomach upset. [ bleep ], your stomach, you greedy bastard, you ate my [ bleep ] food. shut up or i'm going to [ bleep ] out of you. you're not going to put your hands on me. i see the bottle. he pushes me. i grab the bottle when i'm falling back. i swing the bottle. i didn't mean for it to break. i was defending myself. >> now, had he been drinking and stuff? >> yeah, he had been drinking. he had been up all night sitting here playing wheel of fortune, smoking. you know what i mean? >> how long has he been fighting with addiction and stuff? >> we've been together ten years, all right? before that he was doing his drug thing. i keep thinking maybe if we try one more time, i can do this better. >> has he ever tried to get some help?