johar, like many libyans his age, fought to overthrow gadhafi. he was there, gun in hand, when they stormed gadhafi's palace compound. happy? excited? good day? yeah. >> give to me nice feeling, nice feeling that gadhafi -- he has killed my cousin! how should i be feeling? exactly, i'm feeling good, because i want to kill him. i don't want to see anyone dying more. he has killed for nothing! the first time i think that killing people is bad, but he's leave me do that, because if i don't kill him, he's kill me. >> right. i's nice to see freedom. it's nice to see the bad guy gone. it's nice. i feel welcome here. >> finally, we say no on him. he's now died. that's what we wanted.