maybe stop the bleeding. >> was he say anything? >> he was trying to mumble things, but i couldn't make out what he was saying. then i saw the driver get out and wave at another civilian car. then, you know, they -- we were trying to get -- the driver was trying to get brent out. i got out of the car, and then they just shoved me into this car and drove me out. but i kept saying, you know, bring brent, bring brent. and i think at that point is when maybe brent was just -- he was dead already. and i remember just being in that car. i put my hand on the wound, and i was starting to faint. i was like, this can't be. i can't go. >> we all imagine how would we react in a situation where shots are being fired in our direction, and you think intellectually, oh this is the way it would happen, or this is the way i would do. was it different than you had ever thought of it? >> i certainly never experienced an ambush like that. but there was a point that i thought, this is it.