her when they split up. it was kind of evident she was being very forthright, i'm getting on with my life, fine, cool. it hasn't worked out, that's behind me, let move on. she was very calm and level headed and strong about it and i think he thought oh, my god. >> he became unglued. he started drinking too much. he went out with his buddies to clubs. he was obviously adrift emotionally. it didn't help him to have him see pictures of kate having the time of her life. >> i think at the time i wasn't have i happy about it but it made me a stronger person. i find out things about yourself that maybe you hadn't realized or i think can you get quite consumed by a relationship when you're younger. you know, i really valued that time for me as well, although i didn't think it at the time. >> if the breakup made kate stronger, it made william certain. he never wanted to be without her again.