those things hadn't changed for me, and listening to people's stories and hearing them say we felt we promised them something -- we did promise them something, that we did promote something that hurt them. that's -- that's something we couldn't help but apologize for and feel very, very sorry about. >> in one of the apologies i read you put on your website and it's titled i'm sorry, i want to read part of it. i'm sorry so many interpreted this religious rejection but christians as god's rejection. i'm profoundly sorry many have walked away from their faith and that some have chose ton end their lives. do you believe exodus is responseble for some people's deaths. >> i believe there are vulnerable people out there who are in a state of anxiety over their feelings and the things they cannot change, and they look to exodus and they look to religion and to the church to offer them help, and when we