once we got out to california and we saw how happy they were, all that trepidation just seemed to go away. that you know, that was a big big turning point. of course walking jill down the aisle, just looking at her, she was breathtakingly beautiful. you come to terms with it and you say this is the very natural order of things in your life, and it's supposed to be this way. when jill was born there was a certain spark in her eye, and a glow in her heart that quickly became very apparent to judy and i. when she got a little older, and all of the sudden, that spark that i look for in your eyes and your heart, i didn't see. and it pained us greatly. and all of the sudden, bam, there's nikki, and that spark is back. and we are just so happy that we have our jill back,