off and walk away from, you know, it didn't... i didn't think nothing about them, you know, because, you know, they're not as sensible as me. so therefore, ijust leave them alone. how does she feel about this commission? how does she feel about her relationship to her own identity and to bring a deeper meaning into this? for me, just through her words and not my own. i'm proud of myself to, you know, to be so faithful to the nhs and the ward that i work because i work hard on that ward. all right. i think we're good. my father left us. in 1947, probably.