i couldn't find anywhere that we could go. i wasn't allowed to go on my phone. my team leader, he said to me, "fine, i'll take you somewhere." so he finally took me somewhere to change. he was just being so rude to me, he said, "you're not giving 100%. do you even want this? do you want to retire your mum? do you want to live this life? your period can't stop you from doing that." and i said, "it's notjust my period. my feet are swollen. like, i have blisters." he said, "excuses, excuses." to be denied something so basic, like lauren was, going to the toilet, it's really shocking. and the more i hear about this industry, the more i'm questioning, why would somebody want to stay? there's a word that keeps cropping up in a lot of the conversations i'm having. it was very cult—like. like, they would worship my managing director. i remember one day, i literally was on our way, i said, "oh, my god, it's cold today." and they're like, "why would