to the same month in 2019. he's gone over, hasn't he? has anybody rung an ambulance? months later, we return to pastor mick's church. every other person i meet is struggling with one form of mental health or another. i've been diagnosed with borderline personality disorder and i have anxiety. to come out of- a psychiatric unit... to the street. ..to the street. whether that's anxiety, paranoia... they stare at me all the time. ..unable to cope in everyday life. i feel lost. i want to be human again. it's notjust here in burnley, it's all over the country. and the people who suffer most are the ones at the bottom of the pile, always. i don't think i can do it. it's too hard. i've really worked hard for you this afternoon! j this closed—down gym now reborn, a refuge for the desperate.