you have to try and find words. we'll get there. you have to, yeah. you'll get there, you'll get there. without their support, what would have happened to you? me, i'd probably be where my daughter is now... up there. i probably would have took my own life if it weren't for them. together, pastor mick and father alex are the hope for thousands through this crisis. sobs. sorry. i'm sorry, talking about it, i'm sorry about getting upset, because, you know... you carry people's burdens. you try to tell them it's all right. they're so... it's so upsetting.