are missing and you feel those frustrations but i think when i wish i could chancellor it was a time to reassess and think about the past but also what was important in my life, the things i was doing and although there were things i have done since 2015 which have carried that on but in a conscious way. i know you took up the piano for example the other day people who follow you will know you did a piano concert with other people. but do you really think 0k and out of government now i need to give time to other things in my life to have some balance and to have an inter—land. i some balance and to have an inter-land— some balance and to have an inter-land. ~' ., �* inter-land. i think i thought i'm in danter of inter-land. i think i thought i'm in danger of having _ inter-land. i think i thought i'm in danger of having a _ inter-land. i think i thought i'm in danger of having a midlife - inter-land. i think i thought i'm in danger of having a midlife crisis. i danger of having a midlife crisis. so therefore i should plan it and have always been somebody who likes to think about a few independent sort things out and i thought if this is a time to start thinking