i get so many letters saying thank you so much. i get so many private dms on twitter from teachers saying, thank goodness you're doing what you're doing, keep on going. but what's interesting is that they have to do it privately. so it says something about what people can say publicly and privately. it's very interesting you say that, because in that famous speech at the conservative party conference, you ended with a quote, you remember the quote? from churchill? success is never final. you know, something about failure not being fatal and it's courage that counts. it was that you made me think of. in other words, is the story of your life, your public life in a way that you believe it's courage that counts, despite the fact that you almost paid with your career. yes. despite the fact that you have had a lot of abuse online. the thing that keeps you going is that courage counts. well, it's more that i have a duty. you keep saying that i relish this and so on, not necessarily. you know, i'd love to just be able to go and go to the cinema loads and just have a nice life,