i was not allowed to use my phone for three, four hours. it was the middle of the night from 1am to 9am. didn't get any sleep, because i was going through questioning every 30 minutes, basically. and then, of course, i stayed there for four or five days before the first court hearing. i was hoping for a good result. and the visa was reinstated, first revoked and reinstated and revoked again. so i was free for four days, and i was training. but it was not the regular kind of training days that i would normally have prior to the grand slam competition. i had helicopters flying, you know, above every single training session that i had on rod laver arena — cameras all over the place. also, my colleagues, and that really hurt me a lot, you know, because i felt that energy and those looks from my colleagues and people that