the ovaries isn't working and they might have planned to have children, so it scuppers up the life choices so the psychological, the mental wellbeing is really severely impacted. so i lost my self—esteem, confidence through the floor, i didn't know what was happening to my body, my mind, brainfog, rage, depression, anxiety, to the point where i didn't want to be here any more. brain fog, which made me feel like i was losing my mind and suffering from some sort of early dementia, and low mood and anxiety that robbed me of my personality and my ability to feeland be me. i started to drink every night. i started to go out every other night. in a way, i abused my body, but not only with alcohol, with sex as well. i didn't want to be in a relationship. at 25, it felt like everybody