glimpse of the fire coming over one of the mountains in front of us. it's so much smokier over there. it then started behind our house and i wasjust standing up there, thinking, "bleep, this is happening. "need to get off the roof now and start fighting." whoa, kangaroo! ok, it's coming this way! should i get the other pump going? what? what should i do? the fire was just too intense and out of my control. dad! and if india had been in earshot at the time, i was wanting her to get into that fire shelter and just give up. it's over. we've done the best we can. oh, no!